People can not say what they would rather say! They can only say what they are forced to say. Everyone is programmed like robots. They are all mindless zombies who can't think for themselves! They do not have control over their words or their actions, and for that reason; I can no longer trust or believe anything that anyone says. It's hard to determine whose response is genuine and whose response is rehearsed. I am a victim of a family generational curse. My first guess is that the curse is speaking to me from inside of other people. It speaks through their mouths and through their voices! The curse is making them say what it wants them to! I now realize I am not literally talking to the actual person that I am communicating with, and to be honest; I don't think I ever had the chance to get to know any of the people that I've met in the past, or connected with! I was only introduced to the clone! The curse's cloned version of them, but not who they truly were!!!
At the beginning, I did not know anything about none of this! I used to puzzle myself... Assuming what I felt might've been the case, or wondering why every random stranger and why all of my relatives were acting just alike!!! They were talking to me in the same ruthless manner, and saying the same offensive things to me!!! Before I "figured out" the truth behind their unusual behavioral pattern; I kinda already suspected that something wasn't right. Anyone with common sense will know that it's not normal for every person to approach someone in a similar fashion. How is that possible; if neither of us are the same human being? We're all different from each other. We sometimes run into people who share a few of the same qualities as another person that we may have spoken to, but that only happens every now and again! It isn't supposed to be every second or every single time you meet someone new or talk to anyone in your family. This is absurd and unrealistic!
For once; I would love to find someone that isn't somehow mentally programmed to always say something rude, critical, and non-relatable to every little thing I mention that I like or don't like... Plus my life experiences and how I personally feel about stuff!!! People intentionally choose to give some sort of antagonistic feedback or some sort of opposite reaction; against anything that comes out of my mouth! I'm pretty sure that they're doing it to cause me to feel discouraged, left-out, and offended. The curse's job is to take away my confidence and lower my self esteem, so I will go in a depressed state and kill myself. Everybody is out to get me and everybody despises me!! No one is on my side! It's me versus the entire universe. If I say I am interested in something; they will pretend that they hate it, and insult me for liking it! If I say I can't stand something, they will pretend that they don't feel the same way and they will try to make me feel ashamed because of the fact that I don't like it! If I express my opinion about something, they will purposely disagree and make it seem as if I'm wrong and that I don't know what I'm talking about; even though they actually somewhat agree with me or have the same perspective as I do. They have to hide their true emotions and be in competition mode! The majority of my old friends, my family members, my teachers and my classmates in grade school; could've possibly had the exact same opinion and the same likes or dislikes that I have... And I think they might've wanted to be positive or wanted to be helpful; whenever I discussed my issues with them, but they couldn't! The curse wouldn't let them! They had to take it upon themselves to say something "off the wall" to whatever it was that I went through and pretend to oppose my perspective and all of my passions and dispassions. I'm tired of everyone putting up a fake facade!
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