I want to live. All I ever wanted to do was live, but the life that I lived wasn't my life. It was a life that did not belong to me. It was someone or something else's recreation of my life. What I have been living is a sadistic imitation of how they wanted my life to be; instead of the way it naturally was supposed to be, and the way god intended for it to be! They or it stole what was meant to be mine. My life was taken from me. They gave away my real life and transformed my existence into their own fantasy. My reality was their reality and their reality was my reality! This thing swapped places with me. It handed my wonderful glorious life to all of the people who were responsible for cursing me and putting me in this predicament!!! My enemies spent each of their days living in peace and in happiness; while I suffered many trials and tribulations! I basically had my tail between my legs. It traded me for a life of pain, rage, poverty, agony, insanity, and sickness. The "it" that I am talking about is supernatural and can not be referred to as anything else but "it" because it isn't a he or a she and it doesn't have a name or a trace. It is none other than a curse. I first thought that the curse was just an invisible negative wave that caused bad things to happen, but I was wrong and apparently so was Kevin Fischer! He said death is like a force, and McKinley responded by saying, "A force is just a force! It's nothing else!! It's just transferred energy." That was a scene from the movie "Final Destination 3". Kevin used the wrong analogy to describe death and his answer was incorrect!!! It is not a force! It's a lot more to it than that!!! The curse is a combination of god and a human being. It's a giant powerful god-like humanoid creature. It acts as though it is a person and it has the same power that god has; however, it doesn't seem as if it is one person; in my perspective!! It's like a group of god-like beings; all combined together as one. The curse has a conscience and has mood swings. It can speak, it can hear, it's in all places at all times, it sees everything, it knows everything, and it can do everything. It is an identical replica of god; except it is a twisted evil demonic version of god!
This isn't the sort of dilemma that is easy to digest, explain, think about, or listen to. As a matter of fact; it is the kind of barrier that runs your emotions wild. You can not discuss the curse or picture it inside of your mind; without being smothered by a monstrosity of stress, or feeling confused, frustrated, disgusted, angry, suspicious, and surprised. Right now I am at a loss for words. I do not know how to start, end, or articulate my confession!! Please bear with me and please be patient! It is hard enough taking all of this in and grasping everything, but finding out that you were marked by a curse and that there is actually a curse on you; leaves you mentally impaired and indecisive! You don't know where to go, how to feel, what to do, what to assume, what to say, and how to say it or whether you should cry, scream, faint, freeze, fight, call for help, run for your life, or do nothing and sit quietly in shock. You're just there... Trapped in a psychological labyrinth of universality!!!! You can bypass a curse but you can't escape a curse. There is nowhere to run and nowhere to hide! It observes every move you make. No matter which decision you decide or which direction you take or if you change your look and your identity... The curse will know what you are doing and it will stop you dead in your tracks! You will keep going round and round in circles and ending up right where you started. The years before the time god showed me the dark ugly truth and told me what was going on, I did not recognize anything that I know now; and if I would've known sooner; things would be a lot easier today because I would've prevented it from occurring. Back then I was as clueless and oblivious as a newborn baby! Completely unaware of everything in general..... My surroundings, my family history, the purpose of my entire life, the people around me, who I am as a person, the guys and girls that I have socialized with, the reason why society always behaved unexplainably outrageous towards me, the reason behind my awkward paranormal experiences, and etc. At first I believed I was an average person with an ordinary life; just like every other human being on the planet and I thought the bad luck that I kept encountering; was a natural occurrence or a coincidence; triggered by something that I did wrong, and not once did I ever think outside of the box! Usually I would always apply worldly views and worldly logic to everything in general; including my personal issues, and by "worldly" I mean the laws of nature or scientific understanding. That was the old me! The new me has finally seen the light. I've got it all figured out. It all makes perfect sense and it all adds up! The bigger picture has never been so crystal clear! Each and every detail that I gathered has been officially organized, and carefully examined, and nobody can tell me otherwise, or trick me anymore!!!! I've gotten the answers now and I am wide awake. Contradiction, blaming, blackmail, and manipulation was part of the devil's intention! It's what the curse and the evildoers wanted. They wanted to program the idea in my head that I am the problem. They discouraged me, so I would have low self esteem. When a person's confidence is low; they become distracted by their own insecurities; and that is exactly what they planned and what they were hoping for. They knew that if they constantly made me feel less of a person, I would start to hate and dislike myself... and while I am busy wallowing in misery and trying to find the fault within myself; I would not be able to see or recognize what was secretly taking place. They didn't want me to realize the truth and in order for them to blind me; they had to force me to think it was something else instead of what it really was and I'm guessing that they were trying to make me kill myself in the process, so I would be in hell with the devil and so that he could have my soul!
Nothing was ever my fault! I was never responsible for what I went through!!!! I am an innocent victim; caught in the middle of a catastrophe that has been going on before the day I stepped foot in this world. I was just born in the midst of it all!!! The terrible end results of the wrongful actions that others have committed; has been brought down on me from the moment of birth and conception. A curse can be formed in a number of ways! You do not necessarily have to be born with a curse. That isn't always the case! In fact, you could be born normal and somehow catch a curse later on in life. A curse can be casted on you from...
• A touch
• A cursed object that you have or once had
• An evil prayer, chant, spell, or seance
• People performing black magick against you
• An evil game you played or an evil toy that you may've played with
• Something bad that someone near you or closest to you has done...
Or lastly you can be cursed while you are being conceived in the womb but as for me, I was cursed by people down my family line. It was a family generational curse! The curse on me was a curse that started back in the ancient days. Something terrible happened a long time ago! I can't determine what it was or how it went down or who did what. I am not aware of any of those things because it was before my time but the only thing I can say is that it happened and it's obvious that it must've been extremely awful. It couldn't possibly be good because if it was good; things wouldn't be so messed up in the present era. The "side effects" of their wrongdoings were passed on through century after century. Because of their blasphemy and foolery; special gifted chosen people like me in the family are forced to suffer the consequences! It took a toll on everyone and it jeopardized our reality. In the old days, some people in my family threw a "homecoming" festival for Lucifer. The ceremony was to invite and welcome him into the family. I'm guessing they performed a satanic ritual during the ceremony; and since then he has been coming in and out of the family every generation. The way he is entering is through sex! Say for instance it is the year 1952! He is born as a woman and lives out his life as this "so called" woman; even though it's not really a woman or even a human being. During his female lifeform; he lives a normal regular life and acts as if he is a typical person. He sleeps, he eats, he goes to work or school, he pays his bills, he takes a bath, he changes his clothes, and he has a social life and a love life; just like the rest of us but at some point; he goes hunting! He searches until finds a holy man of god to have children with; so he can continue his legacy through his reptilian daughters and sons; after he dies. His offsprings are additional copies of himself! Once he is dead from his female image; he comes back again as a guy and then he summons a woman to carry his seed and give birth to the antichrist. Every time he is reborn and brought back to life; he is never the same. He has a different look, a different gender, a different voice, a different personality, and a different lifestyle; compared to every single one of his previous forms. Like the christians would say, "the devil doesn't have any new tricks; he just has new faces!" Him and his demonic unspared children curse and terrorize several members of the family in each (period/decade), but they only seem to target the relatives that are angels and have a strong calling by god. The attacks are so brutal that some do not make it! They become extremely ill and they pass away, or they are kidnapped and are never seen or heard from ever again. I wouldn't have assumed it was an ancestorial crisis, if it had not have been for the nightmare I had years ago. The dead souls of the people in my family; decided to pay me a spiritual visit....specifically the ones who started the curse in the ancient times!!! They all made an appearance in my dream!!! I didn't know it was them until they told me and until my senses made me sense something about them. The more they spoke to me; the more I sensed a primordial vibe and a blood related vibe. I already felt that they were my family; before they told me themselves. Once they revealed their true self; their bodies started rotting and deteriorating! Their clothes, their skin, their guts, their noses, their teeth, their hair, and everything else. It was falling off on the floor and nothing was left except for their inner skeleton, but there was some blood and fragments that were still attached to the skeleton bones. As soon as they finished decomposing; they quickly ran towards me while reaching for me and making demonic sounds. I tried running to the bathroom and locking myself in the bathroom. Before I had the chance to shut the door; they blocked the entrance with their hands, arms, and feet... Pushing it open as I was pushing it close! Their strength was so strong that I lost my grip and fell to the floor. That's when they proceeded to cover me in a huddle and took turns beating me and eating parts of my physical body. I couldn't quite see who they were!!! They were disguising themselves as random people whom I have not ever seen in my life. They didn't appear to me as the way they looked when they were alive. They presented theirselves to me as typical strangers!!! We held a conversation with each other; a little bit before they changed in front of me, in my house. We talked for a few minutes until the chat turned bizarre! Afterwards, I started to suspect that this mysterious cyclic pattern of misfortune; must've went way back! As back as far as the eye can see; if I'm mistaken! The loop of misfortune is following me and challenging me and won't leave me alone. Years prior to the nightmare; lots and lots of psychics, preachers, and church prophets gave me small hints; leading to the verity that it was a generational curse but to me it wasn't confirmed and it did not sink in my brain till the night of the coma-like dream.
This didn't just begin in the 21st century. There were more victims of the curse in other time zones and they were tormented like me. I am not the first and I certainly won't be the last victim! The past lives were ruined, the present lives are being destroyed, and the upcoming members of the family in the future will be taunted as well. History isn't going to stop repeating itself until god puts an end to it himself; although I am not sure why he hasn't already!!!! What is he waiting for? It has been too long. My ancestors triggered this disaster and now me and the rest; are stuck with the devil on our backs!!!!! Why must god allow us to ache for so long? On a less spiritual note and a more reasonable point of view; my birth hometown "South Memphis" was never a good area to begin with and neither are the people who live here, so I can't blame the curse entirely for my hard devastating life!!!! A big chunk of the stuff that happened to me was because of the curse but the other half was because of my crazy unstable environment. Memphis is one of the places in the world with a high crime rate and a high probability of sorcerous activities! This city is filled with "devil worshippers" acting nonchalant, pretending to be a saint, and doing devilish things behind closed doors... Then there are the violent ghetto hoodlums and hoodrats with no class, no manners, no respect, no morals, no talent, no discipline, no knowledge, and aspiration. Devilry and crime happens all too often; down here! A decent person can't exactly expect to have a proper suitable lifestyle; if they are living in chaos and a death chamber!!!! Any angel who comes here; only stays for a short time! They come and go quickly, and are mistreated by these Memphians. Me and my mother would've left sooner if we were not poor and had someone to help us get out! Growing up as a kid, I watched my mother have a nervous breakdown! During these occasional unexpected episodes; she would cry, throw things, break the furniture, and complain about the curse for hours and hours! Her shouts were so loud; you could practically hear it from around the house outside. The house was small and every little sound was able to be heard! She kept saying she was cursed and she would go in detail; explaining what the curse was doing to her! The relatives we lived with; were annoyed and pissed off. They told her to close her mouth and that none of what she was saying is true! They called her crazy and other harsh names, but that did not stop her from ranting. Sometimes the arguments would end in a fight!!! They hit her and she would hit them back. So much yelling, punching, kicking, and swearing! Scared me so bad that I would run to my room and lock the door, or run down the street. Aside from the commotion; all I could hear throughout every rampage; was the gospel music playing on the radios in the house and biblical preaching programs on the television. That's why I now hate gospel music and preach sessions! It reminds me of the past. At the time; I was a young child in 1st grade, 2nd grade, 3rd grade, and kindergarten! My brain wasn't fully developed. I was more focused on childish things; such as playing with my friends, playing with my games and toys, watching cartoons, joking around, eating my favorite snacks, going to school, and doing homework!!! It's what all people think about when they are children, but the tragedies that I was exposed to; caused me to mature faster than other kids. I barely had any time to live like a child, so I had to be both a child and an adult. The first couple of times my mother brought the curse to my attention; I did not take it seriously; even though I wasn't sure if I believed it or not; despite the fact that god had already given me a vision about what my mom was experiencing! After all; I was just a child as I said before! My child's mind couldn't handle any of that. To avoid freaking myself out; I had to convince myself it was fake, and no big deal, and that my mother's episodes were just a temporary phase. I figured that it would all blow over in a matter of years. I was doubtful but at the same time; I still kept in mind what she said and god's vision. As I had gotten a little older and started attending middle school, I noticed that my experiences were matching up to the things that she said she had experienced. I connected the dots and gathered the clues together! Everything she went through and everything she felt strongly about; was slowly happening to me and suddenly I wondered maybe I might be cursed; as well as she is. Did I finally open my eyes at that point and smell the coffee? Absolutely not! What made me come to my senses was when god spoke to me for the second time after years had passed. The first time it was a vision that had something to do with my mom, and the second time; it was some things that were concerning myself!!! The curse was passed down to me from my mother!!! When a family is cursed, the curse attaches itself to each living member of the family! It picks who it wants and who it doesn't want. Those that it skipped are the 100 percent. They live regular lives and they do not face any hardship. Some of the other men, women, and children in the family were also not selected; just like the people in the top 100 category but they still experience brief minor inconveniences and obstacles; every once in a blue moon. They are the type that are the 70 percent group and last but not least; there goes me and my mom. We are the people who were chosen to suffer and be brutally attacked nonstop. On the number chart, we are 20 percent! We are the goners that are boomed!!! Anyone below 20 or at zero are a lost cause. It is no hope for them! They die fast and they do not make it. The curse kills them in a heartbeat! The 20 percents are the ones that the curse prefers not to kill. It keeps them alive for as long as possible, so it can enjoy itself and have fun torturing them and harassing them 24 hours a day; which is closest to the same as killing them because the torture feels just like death. It's like a long painful death for the living or shall I say, the living dead!? At least when a person is physically dead; their soul can be free and move on to the next destination! I'd rather have that instead of being held hostage in my physical body and continue to tolerate this pain.
What the curse does?
If you are cursed you will experience lots and lots of difficulties...
1st is lack! You sit in bed or on the couch; grieving in your own failure and watching other people's dreams come true. They fulfill their goals and you don't. At certain times during the day and at night; you silently question, "Why can't I make something out of myself; like every person in the world!?" "What the heck is wrong with me?" Everyone else succeeds in life; except for you. They can achieve anything they want with no problem!!! Good things come to other people instantly and everything works out smoothly for them; but whenever you try to put forth an effort to become a success; your plans get destroyed and you are distracted, setback, and restricted because of delays, disruptions, disturbances, and complexity. Every time you accomplish something nice; you can't keep it. The curse will eventually take it away from you in a matter of days. You are unable to have anything fantastic! It could be an offer, a promotion, a reward, a best friend, a soulmate, a pet, or etc... Whatever and whomever it is; they or it; will be snatched away! Your happiness is limited when there is a curse on you!!!
2nd is your health! You develop disabilities, disorders, and diseases. The healthy body you once had is exterminated, and on top of that; your immune system seems to have difficulties fighting off colds, viruses, infections, injuries, cuts, and bruises! It takes a long time for you to heal!!! The curse tampers with your body parts. The organs that it loves to harm the most; out of anything else is your stomach, your eyes, your bones, your liver, your ears, your brain, your intestines, your bladder, your immune system, and your uterus (if you're a female). Those are its number one favorites! You can't function more than a few days without getting sick and needing to take medicine to help you feel better! When one medicine stops working; you switch to another or add something additional to go along with it. You find yourself constantly taking so many different medicines or mixing other medications with the original medicine that you normally take. Every time you get adjusted to one particular medicine; the curse will do something and fix it so that it becomes less effective and doesn't benefit you; the way it is supposed to, so you have to double the medicine or change over to something new; in order to receive the results that your body needs. You can never stick with one medication forever, and you hardly see any improvement! Your sicknesses get worser and worser every year. The thing that is twice as devastating as health failure is that nobody on the outside; understands how you feel or understand the complications that your illness is causing! They're closed minded and they're not sympathetic. They make fun of you, they judge you, and they abuse you for being sick. They think they are superior to you because they are "better off" than you are!
3rd is insufficiency! - You have a hard time getting anything done or finishing anything.
4th is your hygiene! Taking a bath and brushing your teeth doesn't do you any good! After cleaning yourself; you smell fresh for a few hours on the same day and once those hours have passed; your breath and your body starts to stink again. All of that scrubbing and whipping that you did was for nothing and some days the foul scent is stubborn and doesn't wanna leave!!!!!
5th is invasion! Your belongings are never in the same position or in the same condition as the way you left it. The curse goes through your things when you are either asleep, not around, or caught off guard. It destroys and rearranges the items that you have, and some things you never find anymore! It vanish out of sight. As an example: Pretend that you live by yourself!!! Every night you watch TV before you lie down and rest, but one morning after you woke up, you saw that the remote isn't on the table next to your bed; where you always place it. You looked around the room and didn't see it anywhere! You go to the bathroom down the hall and there it is... Sitting on the sink beside the toilet!!!
6th is odor! - You smell rancid scents; out of blue. You don't know where it's coming from! It smells so bad that you have to use air fresheners and it makes you wanna throw up!!
7th is the bug infestation - Creepy crawlers everywhere... Turning everything inside of your room; into their own house nest! You clean up all of your piles of trash, you wash your clothes, you wash your bed sheets, you change your mattress, you wipe your shoes, you mop..sweep..and vacuum the floors, you spray the walls..the dressers..and the chairs with bug spray, and you toss away the things you don't need! You go completely insane; trying to keep your room spotless but still it doesn't get rid of the infestation! You continue seeing a large group of bugs wandering around!!!
8th is the itch! You have these unbearable itch fits that interfere with your daily routines. You can't stop scratching. You stratch until your skin is swollen, bleeding, irritated, and wounded with cuts! Sometimes when the itch is abdominal; you scratch yourself too hard and you peel off parts of your skin with your fingernails and it creates raw patches that are pink or red and is exceedingly susceptible to all sorts of infections; if not treated! The itch isn't a regular itch sensation. The itching feels like it's tickling your skin all the way down to your flesh and bones. It lasts for several hours each day!
9th is cyberspace! After you become exhausted and start to feel overwhelmed by the social imbalances in your real life because of the curse; your second choice is to create a private anonymous account and try interacting cyberly on the Internet, as a way to escape and as a solution to the struggles that you're having with people! You might get lucky and you might not. Congratulations to you; if you manage to somehow find a great person or some interesting people to talk to online. That's nice and all but don't get too excited because it is still not over yet and you're still going to have a problem! You won't be able to send them pictures of yourself, so they can see what you look like and you can not video chat or exchange numbers, and have conversations on the phone. They will take your photos, your videos, and your phone calls, and use it to hurt you. Did you know that a person is able to bring evil upon you and cast spells on you from the stuff that they have that belongs to you??? Well it's true. This is what'll happen every time you show yourself to the people that you meet on the Internet and every time you answer your calls, or post an image of yourself on your status page. The second you click send; your body and mind will be affected by the demonic rituals and the blasphemous evil speaking that they do with the things that you give to them and the stuff that you upload! Why don't I break it down for you and make this more clearer? How's about quick demonstration???
Exhibit A: If you send or post a photograph of your arm, you will feel excruciating pain in your arm and it will hurt to move your arm; for the rest of the (day/night).
Exhibit B: If you send or post a photo of yourself with your mouth open; you will experience soreness or puffiness in your throat and it will be hard to swallow food and liquids...
You would think that communicating online would be better than communicating in person, but it's not! The curse can screw you over either way it goes. Everyone has most likely done it before!!! We've all gotten bored at some point and decided to meet and talk to strangers on social media; for whatever reason! It could be to pass the time, to make friends, to look for love, to promote something, to have kinky naughty sex chats, or to gain something! Us humans are social creatures!!! It doesn't matter how quiet, how shy, how reserved, or how introverted someone is. They are willingly going to reach out and speak to other people; whether it's their family members or random people outside of their family!!!! We all want someone to talk to. It's human nature, but of course; things are different when you are cursed. Human nature does not apply if the devil has his hands over you! Since the curse won't let anyone like you or be nice to you, and in order for you to get a peace of mind, you will have to force yourself to be withdrawn even though you don't want to.
10th is your hair! You will be bald and lose all of your hair.
12th is sleeping! You won't be able to rest properly.
11th is social interaction! The manner in which you are treated and spoken to!
• Everyone else is heard and understood, and a bunch of people are always agreeing with them, but whenever you voice your opinion on a particular topic; it leads to a riot and a disagreement. Everyone ganging up on you and tag teaming you all at once!!!! Positive, negative, weird, or normal... Whichever type of opinion it is; it doesn't matter! If the opinion is coming from you, they will fuss and act a fool. If it's coming from someone else, they will shower the person with friendliness and support.
• Society is always extra hard you on! When other people mess up; everyone makes excuses for them! They are given more than one chance, and the benefit of the doubt! A pat on the shoulder and a slap on the wrist is what they get, but when you make a mistake; whether big or small, they hold it against you and rub it in your face every single day, and you have to be punished for it!
• People hear your voice or take one look at you and right off the bat; they wanna hurt you and be cruel to you. You don't know why they do, but for whatever odd reason; they approach you with hostility and aggression.
• People feel the need to put their hands on you and beat you until you are sore and bruised, and some may attempt to kill you!
• People can not talk to you in a calm appropriate manner. They're always raising their voice or getting an attitude with you!
• People take advantage of you and take you for granted! The only time they come around you and are ready to speak to you; is when they desperately need something, but if they don't need anything; you never hear from them and you never see them.
• People treat everyone else with kindness and respect, but they treat you like crap!
• When you are in public; people do not give anyone else mean awkward looks except for you! You could walk into a room with full of people and everyone would quickly stop what they are doing, come to attention, and stare at you as if they've never seen a person before or as if you are not human.
• Nobody wants to hear what you have to say! They cut off you, they shush you, they hang up the phone in your face, they ignore you, they tell you to close your mouth and be quiet, they always forget everything you say, they make you repeat yourself, and they fall asleep or leave in the middle of the conversation!!!! People are eager to listen to any other person more than you. If it is someone else instead of you; their ears are wide open, and they are extra lively and responsive but for you; talking to society is like talking to the air.
• People hold you responsible for pretty much everything. They blame you if it is your fault and they blame you when it's not your fault.
• Nobody ever speaks highly of you! Every chance they get; they criticize you, they humiliate you, they spread ugly rumors about you that are not true, and they make rude jokes about you; in front of your face and behind your back! They say plenty of wonderful things about everybody else and they never have anything negative to say about anyone; but with you, it's always dirt and trash!
• People are always focusing on your mistakes and your flaws! Nothing that you do and nothing about you is ever good enough. They purposely choose not to acknowledge the good qualities that you have and the good things that you have done or have accomplished.
• The guys and girls that are polite to you and remember to check up on you everyday; are literally the phoniest hypocrites out of every human being you have ever known and could ever meet! They are being on their best behavior, saying the things you wanna hear, and doing everything they know that will make you happy because they expect something from you in return and because they are trying to set a flawless reputation for themselves. Deep down inside; their fake friendly attitude is eating them up every second that they spend with you! They hate your guts and they wish you were dead. It kills them to defend you, talk to you, compliment you, and buy presents for you, or show you love and affection! It eats away at their flesh like maggots. It feeds and feeds until they can't hold their disguise anymore. Then they collapse, and you will see who they truly are and how they truly feel about you!!!
• People take everyone else's side but they never take your side!
• Luciferians and satanists live among us; each and everyday! Whenever you leave your house and go out in public; you are putting yourself at risk! They can detect angelic people from miles away. They know when you are around, they know when you are coming, and they can tell if you are special and chosen, or if there is a curse on you! None of this is a mystery to any of them. God's people are the ones that they desire! Other than praising "Satan" and doing the devil's deeds; their goal is to kill and bring down all of the angels on earth. It's how they get their strength. Taking us out is their source of nourishment!!! They feast off of our soul and our specialities. You must be very careful and you have to watch your back because they could find you and attach themselves to you and increase your sufferings. They add more curses, more problems, more pain, and more bad luck to what you are already experiencing... And they like to poke at your god-given gifts! There was this incident that my mom said had happen to her when she went to use the bathroom while she was out somewhere and away from home! As she sat on the toilet; she looked around and then she saw someone reaching from underneath her stall! They were symboling satanic gestures towards her; with their hands and fingers. She could not believe what she was seeing!!! It startled her and offended her.
Embarrassment, dishonesty, antagonization, rejection, betrayal, assault, discrimination, competitiveness, jealousy, oppression, witchery, and any other form of negligence is the lousy treatment that the curse "set out" for me and took me through socially. We all know it is impossible to be loved, liked, or accepted by everyone! Some people are going to hate you and dislike you. Drama is part of life! I am aware of that and I'm sure everyone else is too, but it's not natural for every person to be against you and for every person to act the same towards you or say the same despicable things about you or to you. That is both backwards and improbable!!! You're supposed to have an equal amount of enemies and an equal amount of admirers. It's not supposed to be all hate and that's it! This isn't normal. There are billions and billions of humans on this earth. Someone should like you out of the crowd!!!! It is someone for everyone. I never did anything wrong to anybody, and I'm not a terrible individual. I have my monsters and my dark secrets hidden in the closest... And yes I may've done some stuff in the past that wasn't right, but those things were mild and they weren't crucial. Nobody died, nobody ended up in the hospital, and nobody's hopes or ambitions were ruined! It was never nothing major to where I would deserve half of the brutality that is being aimed at me! People's wrath and people's antics are not because of me and it has nothing to do with me, even though I was accused and convinced a thousand times that I am the cause of my troubles and people's unhappiness. For many years; I was gullible and I believed it but today I now know it is a lie! It's not me that people can't stand. It's the curse making them misbehave. It takes over their mind and puts them in a hypnotic state! They don't know what they are saying or what they are doing to me, but wait... It gets creepier. The curse doesn't always take over the minds of strangers or the people that I meet and the people in my social circle! Sometimes it does the opposite of mind control. The devil sends his demons to me. They cross over from hell and into the physical world and mold themselves into people and they come into my life!
To bypass the curse.... Stay away from people! Refuse to talk to anyone; whether on the Internet or face to face! Do not date anyone or try to make friends!!!! Do not hang out with others! Get a job that does not require you to be social or find ways to make quick easy bucks online from home!!!! Say no if anyone invites you to a party, vacation trip, or a casual get together! Relocate and find areas to live that are more decent and isn't rambunctious! Eat the rights foods and drink the right beverages that won't upset your stomach! Study how the curse operates! Be picky and selective when it comes to making decisions on what would be suitable and best for you!!! Try home schooling instead of going to public schools or private schools! Make sure you have medicine to take for each and every one of your body issues and your sicknesses.... Pills, shots, or liquid medicines! As long as you're taking something.... That is all that matters, and keep your belongings in an orderly fashion, so the curse can't misplaced or take anything of yours!!
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